"i don't ever want to see you again"

so the past week has been good i suppose.

thursday night i got really drunk and made out with this kid i've been talking to lately and now he's kind of blowing me off? whatever. i'm over it. not really but oh well i guess we'll see where it does. he's just really cute so whatEVERRRRRRRRR.

i'm really lonely right now. i'm still at school and all my friends left. i'm supposed to be going to downingtown this afternoon but now i'm told to go this evening at like 6. so it kind of sucks sitting around here all day without having anything to do. i got invited to kegs and eggs this morning but i know if i go i'll end up getting wasted and i won't be able to drive tonight haha.

so last night i was in my dorm hanging out with my friend andy and then i hear a knock on my door. it's my exboyfriend? first of all he doesn't live in my building, he's drunk, he can't give me a straight answer on how he got into the building or what exactly he's doing. it just really freaked me out cause he's been kind of creeping on me lately. and so i just started laughing cause it really was just ridiculous and then he yelled at me saying that i ruined his night and that i'm too difficult to talk to. he's the one who came to my room mind you.

i need to get out of this school why did i come here.